I didn't choose you.. My heart did..

                                       I didn't choose you.. My heart did..

The day was about to begin..
Before the sun rose completely in the sky, the birds started chirping into the nests.
Silence on the streets was disappearing slowly. It was nothing special about the day...
As all the nights passed this mare was also about to end...Alarm rang, it didn’t matter, even if it did not ring, She was awake enough to turn it off a fore.
          She put it off & went to the bathroom to begin with another day, or to wait for one more night mare..Each time she went to the bathroom, she tried not to look in the mirror. Once she caught her reflection, it looked like she have been punched in both eyes."
You can’t talk about the day that follows that.
Her eyes were dull now. That sparkle was gone as it was never going to come back...
College was one of the means to keep her mind busy.
She acted bold, happy, and cheerful to everyone around, but her internal scars killed her every second.
Every moment was a fight between her head n her heart. She was running away from herself. Far away had she gone to come back..Evening was the time when she went to that park..
Where he met her everyday.
Where they fell in love for each other..
Where they kissed each other..
Where they looked into each others eyes & passed centuries there..
She always felt his presence in the atmosphere..
His smile, his touch, his words.. all that made her feel beloved were the ones whom she missed a lot..
Silence & emptiness stayed there with her.
He was gone now.. Her mind knew it..but her heart didn't want to accept..
Seasons came n seasons went... But her feelings stayed there..That awful season of sorrow remained with her..
He was the one, whom did she love above all..
It was the toughest of all when he caught her sight randomly..
It was how she skipped a heart beat every time..she still experiences the same..for not seeing him is the hardest thing she has ever done..
That moment of thousand emotions together at his single glance as if all the memories encircling around her head..
She still miss those days.. that hours of chatting ..fighting over little things..late night talks.. Sharing secrets...weird dreams .....“being possessive” attitudes ....
waiting for his texts ...watching his pictures and texts over and over....smiling for no reason ....trusting him blindly....His hugs and kisses....His  innocent wishes...
N now......
just having blank inbox...no more “I love u”...
Hours of loneliness
unshared emotions...late night cries....
heart breaking secrets....shattered dreams....deleted memories.....fake smiles....
broken trust...
The pain is simply unexplainable..
She remember that time when he asked her to let him go,
He was slowly fading away.
She asked, “Wasn’t her love good enough?
”He turned around and said, “No, it was too much :(.."

She hated those status talks between themselves but found herself helpless to not respond to it ...
It was just as if the war of hurting has taken place.

Why had both of them to fall for each other if they were not meant to be together?

The worst thing was that, both of them were aware about the very fact that at no cost they will be together. People say love is blind but people like them are blind who love each other knowing that there is no scope for them to be together. It wasn’t easy for him to go, but he had to.
Its easy to stay in love, its easy to get through it, but loving someone madly waiting for them till the eternity knowing that they would never come back  is real love.
You require courage for that.
The story has no end..
Real stories neither does have any…

Take care friends.