Tuesday 16 July 2013

I want some one Like this.

Here I am with another one.

 Rains caught me with a viral infection and I had to rush to the clinic. Dr. Silva is a very good friend of mine.
We usually have a long talk every time we converse with each other. Today was something different for me though. " Hey, Doc! This is the same man I saw last month when I visited you. He is still here?" Looking at the same old man I asked Silva.
"Ya, he comes here every day. His wife suffers from Alzheimer's disease. She forgot everything. It's in the last stage. It has been 6 months around he has been coming to see her every day."
" Doesn't she remember her husband?" I asked curiously.
" She recognizes nobody. Not even her husband. she throws the things at him. She abuses him. She doesn't allow her to sit beside her." Silva explained it all to me.
 I just wondered how might be living. A huge feeling of sympathy ran into me.
I went to the man and talked to him. He had a simple smile but his eyes with deep grief.
"Hello Sir! ' I begin with huge nervousness, deciding what should I say to him.
" Hi " He immediately responded to me.
" I learned about the things happening to you every day and just could not stop myself to talk to you," I added.
" That's Life dear & we have to face it." He again replied with a gentle smile on his face.
" Sir, Why do you come every day if she has forgotten you completely?"

He said, " What if she forgets me and doesn't know who am I, I know her and I love her as I did before. How do I forget the time when we were together. I will hold her hand forever. I will love her and be with her always."

His reply made me stand nowhere. I just skipped my heartbeat. I respect this man. For him years, attitude, expectations, doesn't matter. For him, only one thing mattered than this whole world.... And that was that lucky lady who hated her, who didn't even know what she was doing, who didn't even was aware of the pain he is having watching her like this..and this man loved her madly. It was simply beyond everything.


Sunday 14 July 2013

Fruitless Garden

Fruitless Garden.
A touchy real story filled up my heart..
Must read story for every teen..

 Annie my wife is in the hospital for last 15 days. I am sitting besides her, watching if there's some movement, if she gets up,if she talks to me..if she calls me, if she smiles at me... Annie slipped in the bathroom that day.
I wonder how such minor accident will completely change all the things. Doctor said she had a "BRAIN HEMORRHAGE". The moment left me insane for some time, I felt like i lost my life, i found myself in the dessert alone searching my wife.. searching my lovely better half, searching her smiles..
I called up my daughters and explained them the things..
They came and  looked angrily at me.... as if I had done all the shit!
Mieka the younger one said " Look dad, my mom served you for 40 years though you was fit and fine. She continuously for you and you cannot help her in her bad times?"
"Didn't she look after you? Did you grew old in a shed?" I wanted to say it to her but kept quiet as I didn't wanted any nuisance.
Laaila the eldest said " We would have made nutritious things for momma to eat, but only liquids are left inside her nose through pipe, so its just a vain to stay here. And the doctor said a person in comma doesn't get through for years."
I was angry and wanted to tell it that when you was seek she stayed awake whole night.. again hardest to my patience i controlled.
They both had their families and offices to look after. I lost that little courage to handle this situation which was there with me.. I felt like left alone.
"Samy", "Samy", Annie murmured in between.
So I decided to call Samuel.
Many days passed but there was no reply from him.. I was worried about my son. I was worried if he himself is not ill.
After 5 days, a blue car appeared which brought Samuel, Lina & my son in law with it.
a driver with basket of fruits arrived after them.
"I came last night from New York dad, after listening about mom i couldn't stop myself to see momma" Sammy explained.
"But your wife could have come to see us" I thought in my mind when an immediate response came from Lina as if she heard what i said to myself, " We weren't getting any cab, you know dad how it is.."

" what happened to mom?" asked Samuel giving me no chance to react over Lina's explanation.
She was making your favorite cookies thinking that you will love them. That day She didn't had dinner and slept,....."
" Come on dad.... please tell me the things in Nut Shell... what exactly happened" Sammy interrupted in between. Surprised by this I reacted angrily and said " THIS IS WHAT HAS HAPPENED"

Sammy sensed my anger and controlled the things saying" It's ok dad, She is my mom! She will get fabulous soon" " Of course dad and you too please stop making her work more.." added Lina

" I got an important meeting" said Samuel and asked Lina to hurry up. "I will call you dad as I get free"
" I will send a greeting card to Granna" The little boy Robert whispered and they all left.

"Samy" "Samy" again Annie muttered, Now loosing all my patience I told her,
" Look at your Son, He had not come to see you... he had come to visit you. You was the one who used to fight with me for him, and he didn't even bother to look at you. Why have you left me alone?Please come back... Who will look after me? Who will talk to me? Who will be with me? Ohh i am all alone without you!"

Our children of whom we were proud left us in this situation alone to fight with our shaking hands. The one's whom we taught to walk hesitate to become our walking stick when we are old... when we need them..
Our garden flourished but with no fruits in it."

Please come back  who will walk with me in this journey of life?


Saturday 13 July 2013

One day i will go forever..

She missed Him Everyday..

He never missed Her..

She Continued to Call Him..

He Was Never Interested To Talk With Her..

She Always Texted Him..

He Never Replied..

She was trying to be Strong..

He Loved to Destroy Her...

She just wanted a Chance..

He Laughed at her Face..

She wondered What
Happened...

He Never Really Cared.. 
She tried and tried harder to hold on..
He was too impatient to stay..

She finally Moved On...
&
He Missed Her being There...



Thursday 4 July 2013

I am away from you only for you!



 I am away from you.....only for YOU!




I know that every one among us like to read love stories. We try to relate ourselves with the characters in the story.  Here’s one which I am sharing with you all. This story made me believe that love can be even in this form. Its a wonderful feeling to love and to be loved.
 Ashley, 19 year old girl beautiful, with fair complexion, having a gorgeous smile onto her. Completely different from other girls was she. Just like every boy’s desire was she!  Like free bird , attractive, independent, curious about new things, brave and wanted to do everything in life..She wanted to be the glory..The way she was living her life was just awesome..
Michael, the hero of our story was a simple & practical guy. Getting attracted by his simplicity, Ashley became his friend. As the days passed, this friendship turned into love. Both of them were too happy being with each other and they enjoyed each others company.
Regular hangouts made them each other know more. They shared there life with each other. They always prayed and dreamed for their togetherness forever. In this Michael came across Ashley’s dreams.. She wanted to be the successful person in life. She had big dreams and he was happy to know this. This even increased the respect for her in him. He always supported her. This relationship started growing day by day. They dreamed about each other, they just could not stay apart. They remained connected through phone if they were apart. Just like an ordinary story of every boy and a girl it was.
As the dates changed, Ashley’s attitude towards her goals too started changing.. Where ever did she go what ever did she do, Michael was always there in her mind. She was lost completely in him or she lost herself. Nothing was important for her than him. He was her supreme priority.
Michael was aware about this. He of course loved her than his life. But afraid he was for her dreams.. He wanted to be with Ashley, but at this cost he never wanted to ruin her dreams. He tried to make her understand about it. But Ashley, too addicted to him just ignored him by consoling him. There was no one for her above Michael. It was more then day dreaming of her. It was Michael who was responsible for all this. There was huge feeling of guilt in him.
Now, It was time when he had to take serious steps. Keeping stone on his heart without saying a single word, he walked off from her life. He hoped that by doing this he will make her realize the reality, and bring her back to her goals from the world of dreams. She will focus on her career rather than on him.
It was not as easy for him as it seems. It was similar to live life without breathing. She was his oxygen! How do he live without his heart. But just only for her he decided to leave her and he left. He decided that he will come back in her life after she fulfill her all the dreams.
Ashley could not find what actually have happened. She tried calling him but to no avail. She went mad just like a unstoppable forest fire which is hard to control. Every day she used to go to the place where they met. It was like rewinding all the episodes of past..


I GO TO THAT PLACE EVERYDAY.

IT MAKES ME FEEL YOUR PRESENCE.

THEY STILL HAVE THOSE WONDERFUL MOMENTS OF US.

EVERY TIME MAKING ME REMEMBER THEM.

AND ONE BY ONE THE THINGS COME UP TO ME.

IT SEEMS LIKE YOU WERE HERE JUST A WHILE AGO.

AND THEN YOU SUDDENLY DISAPPEAR.

I CRY WITH SOME UNKNOWN SMILE.

THEY ASK ME ABOUT YOU... ABOUT US...!!!

I JUST TELL THEM…

HAVE PATIENCE!!! 

HE IS ON THE WAY….

ONE DAY HE WILL COME TO ANSWER ALL OUR QUESTIONS.

IT MAKES MY HEART BECOME THE HEAVIEST LOAD..

WHEN EVERY BEAT HURTS ME.

THIS PAIN IS TOO EXTREME THAT..

TEARS ROLL DOWN MY EYES..

AND THEN I REMEMBER..

THIS IS NOT HEART..BUT A STONE..

MINE IS WITH YOU..

IN THE SAFEST PLACE OF THIS PLANET!

OHH I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOU …

TO COME BACK TO ME.. “



She decided to work harder. She gave her heart once to somebody. She filled her heart with special feelings for someone. How do she remove them?



What do you guise feel? Was it necessary for Michael to take such step? What about Ashley? What should Ashley do now? Post your comments because this Michael and Ashley are present among us. They are reading this.. Hope we can help them out with our opinions.

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